go away!

you, try to take the best of me, go AWAY!

a place for my head, linkin park, hybrid theory

disturbed

u r so making me disturbed!!!

songs in mind

each time i hear a song, i will definitely remember someone or some group of people. list below are among the songs that will remind me of something, or somewhat...

sway by buble - arwah papa
amber 311 - semot
konayuki (1 litter of tears)- sean
with arms wide open (creed) - kak hani
i'll be right here waiting for u (monica and 112) - faliq
lelaki ini (anuar zain) - abang
what if (babyface) - fickry
please dont stop the music (rihanna) - aira
wadsyaname (nelly) - jepa, faiz
soulfood soundtrack - sis zai
the show - ayureq
poker face - wani

semuanya telah berakhir

trust

i always have trust issue. trust is vulnerable, delicate and sensitive matter. i admit that i make assumptions a lot. this assumptions sometimes cause by unforgetful experience that taught me how life is not that simple. we wish it to be a happy, fairy tale and beautiful journey but it is not. we have to go through obstacles, that rather somehow gonna make it u more mature and understand the truth about life is.

life is not easy as so as gaining trust and giving trust. im putting my best effort to trust. trust the life that im living in. trust the love that im loving with and trust the world that im in it. like i said earlier, im just human being that doesnt know which is true or which is not. but i believe in god. god is great. god is almighty. god will show me the way, its just the matter of time

im too confuse. is painful thinking. im just too in love with u

back to work

had enuff on 2 days on sick leave... so now...
BACK TO WORK SOPHIA

addicted

aku rasa aku dah mula addicted dgn game virtual tanam-menanam.
oooh tidak bagus...
seronoknya kalau dpt wii nintendo untuk hadiah graduasi... hurm

medical certificate

i was sick from yesterday and today. the doctor was kind enuff to give me 2 days. at first i thought, i might be infected by H1n1 since i went to a public place (pavillion to be specific) last saturday. the sore throat was killing on monday and start to have flu later that day. feeling a lil bit drowsy so i told ali that i think i might be infected by h1n1. he straight brought me to klinik famili ttdi.

the funny part was, there was a notice on the door, if i have few symptoms, i will need to go straight to the hospitals listed. so i waited outside until ali got the confirmation from the nurse that i might be free h1n1. so, i went it at the doctor look at me and start asking me question. luckily, i have no fever. yeay!!

so she check my throat and straightly said, 'awak nie kena tonsilitis. jangan ckp banyak sangat and control what ur eating. sakitkan nak telan ur own sliver', dlm hati, ye doctor tepat skali.

from there she gave me, the mc. hehe. cuti rehat. tapi rasa macam x rehat jugak je. sebab kena cuti sambil keje, hukhuk

shoes.

went to pavillion today with my mr protector
try on 3 pair of shoes but instead thinking to buy only 2
did the sad.sweet.iwantthatshoesbaby. to ali
but he has a say whereby he will never by me shoes
cuz he believes if a guy buy a girl shoes, the girl will wear the shoes
to MEET other people
so sob.sob take out my wallet and wanted pay
but he was kind enuff to pay for it
but to ensure him that i wont wear the shoes to meet other guy
i paid him a little
so there, 2 new shoes

went back, watch my shoe rack
oh my. banyaknya....
nak pakai pg mana sume kasut kasut nieh???

shout! awards

to sarah:

good luck and all the best for tonight
xoxo

weekends

finally its friday
i see shopping malls, and money flying away
ahaks

aiyo adam and aimans bday coming
bday present lagi
adoiiii

please

we are not stupid

oh harry

had a bump day but managed to watch harry potter, i will usually never miss, either watch it my mom or dad (missing u pa), or probably late night movie with intan, bob and farid (which was 2 or 3 years ago).

so i went with my baby with excitement. i have to say that ali is not that comfy because i wasnt able to book the twin or the gold seat but i think we manage.

the story was fine. i like it. funny. getting more mature, well understood as they are growing older not younger, but i have to say at the end, i was hoping more.

i dont wanna spill wat happen, i believe is rude, but oh my.... 3 hours... i want more or at least spark me more harry!!!!

damn. its 3.36am. im still feeling unsatisfied, as wat ali said, ur not sophia potter. yah i am not. oh dumbledore, u damn bloddy beatrix and u lavender calling ron won won, euw... stupid malfoy and how could u snape

beneath all

if all this is just a lie,
im just being a human being,
not knowing which is true or which is not.

so let god decide and show me the truth

someday or somehow,
everything will reveal

GOD IS GREAT
GOD IS ALMIGHTY

I'VE JUST EXPERIENCED.
sepandai pandai tupai melompat, akhirnya jatuh ke tanah juga

boho

finally got the headband that i want
boho chic~!

kuih keria

mekasih kepada kak sha dan anis kerana berusaha mendapatkan kuih keria di maluri.
indahnya dan nikmatnya dunia

random

1. i ate a bumble gum just now. cuz it was inside my car and the car is park outside (where the sunny sun shines straight to the car), the bumble gum went warm/hot. so i ate it without thinking the consequences. it melted inside my mouth and there is no way i could bring it out since i was driving. i had to swallow it and now, it felt like it is stuck at my throat.

2. went to maybank just now to replace my lost card. i was kinda stun when one of maybank supervisor approach 2 chinese lady infront of me talking fluently in chinese language (which i dont know how to differentiate). wooho.

3. i took the lift at my apartment during lunch, and i saw, a little girl, which i think studying in standard 2, carrying a sling princess back and a push school bag (the one that haves wheel). i was thinking, my god, this kids really bring lots of stuff to school nowadays.

4. the govt decided to change maths and science to bm again which i have to say i dont agree. is just gonna make our melayu worst. i pickup my english when i was in primary where most of my friends are non-malay. from there i started to learn and able to speak. how do u expect this kids could understand what they learn when they go to college. all subjects in college are mostly thought in English. my..oh my... i hope when i have kids someday, i will teach them to learn English, for future sake.

pitih

maka pada hari ini (070709)
saya hanya ada RM184 untuk bertahan hingga ke akhir bulan

diantara sebab jd begini :
- byar duit konvo
- beli bday present
- bayar expenses yg sangat banyak..(haiih... bile la nak naik gaji ni)

oleh itu...
bg mereka yg masih ditanggung ibu bapa
hargailah masa ni

loan

i have have just realise that my ptptn loan end in year 2023.
which, at that time im gonna be 37. omg

welcome to the elmo's world

happy 1st birthday
puteri kylie myra iman

t.i.k.c.u.f

fuckit.fuckit.fuckit.fuckit.fuckit.
fuckit when it happens this way

mungkin

anuar zain - mungkin

biarkanlah saja diriku
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biarkanlah aku merindu
sekian lama...

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sepi tanpa kata
terpisahnya kita kerana
mengejar impian

munkinkah bersama
dua jiwa ini
dalam mencari cinta sejati

mugkinkah segala
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akan terubat kini...

-konsert lelaki ini anuar zain, istana budaya, 1st July 2009, backstage-