Wednesday, May 13, 2009
dvd
after watching the dvd what will happen?
i love to watch movies. i love to watch it at cinema or just get it from dvd seller or download it. i have a 5 min intererest syndrom. there are times when im into that interest, i will download probably 10 to 20 movie at a time, but then, it depends on the situation and my mood to watch it or not.
downloading movie sometimes takes days. and when i realize those movies i have downloaded has taken the space is my laptop, and the the process running is damn slow, i will start my computer cleaning rutine which is deleting. thinking of all hardworks and patience given to download those movies, i will have this one feeling whereby i will feel 'ala sayangnya nak buang. penat2 je download'. so i will do this anotgher rutine whereby it is called 'menyimpan sampah'. this rutine consistss of burning all the movies that i have dloaded.
yes, it is a good thing. tidak membazir selepas meluangkan masa yg lama untuk dload. but the next question goes, what will happen to dvd?
a) will i watch it again?
b) or the dvd will be in one of the stacks of cd that i have
c) or if i have anyone that will borrow my dvd for their view and never return it back
d) or my dvd will be stored safely untill i dont even know its existence
e) or i may get reach in 50 years from now cuz i have tons of antique dvd... haha
well, back to the question, it is up to the individual to decide. hmmm...
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
im a leo
Leo is a Fixed Fire sign ruled by the Sun. As the fifth sign in the zodiac, the Leo individual is ambitious, confident, independent, loyal and generous. These are magnetic and influential people who are especially in their element when they have an appreciative audience. Famous Leos include Mick Jagger (July 26), Jacqueline Kennedy Onassis (July 28) Martha Stewart (August 3), and Bill Clinton (August 19). Leo is thought of as a "royal" sign due to their symbol, the lion or king of the jungle, and is smart and refined, though this very feature of their personality may subject them to become somewhat vain and overbearing.
As Leo is ruled by the Sun, the Leo personality at its best is that of a bright, shining light that easily holds all its subjects within a safe, secure orbit around itself. These are warm, caring, giving people who will make it their mission to make the lives of those around them very comfortable as long as they feel appreciation for their efforts. However, without enough appreciation, Leo can become domineering, bossy, and stubborn, believing they are right and everyone else is wrong. Leos are also extremely sensitive to criticism and will rarely forgive a perceived slight. The Leo personality is intelligent and motivated, and often seeks out situations that put them in the spotlight, where they can be very effective. Again, however, if the ego is left unchecked, some Leos may become quite arrogant, doing things that are not acceptable "because they can."
For those with a Leo child, you have a kid with a warm, happy disposition who often displays confidence beyond his years. The desire to be in the spotlight will surface early in your little Leo, so give him plenty of opportunities to shine in various situations, where he feels he is in his element. Despite their outwardly proud, confident personalities, Leo children very much appreciate safe, stable routine in their lives, so make it a point to try to keep everything on a predictable schedule in the household. Your little Leo will be outgoing and gregarious with other children, but could easily become bossy and overbearing, trying to control everything and everyone around him. Keeping this in check with gentle guidance will serve your little Leo well for years to come, as the urge to try to dominate will be with him for a lifetime. Be careful how you criticize your little Leo, however, lest he hold it against you for years to come. Casual criticism that other kids might shrug off is perceived by the Leo child as a blow to his very core.
Adult Leos in the workplace might require a little extra maintenance, but this is generally worth doing, as they are strong, intelligent, ambitious leaders who will organize and motivate others. Leos are take-charge people who can make a real difference in the workplace, as long as their tendency to become overbearing is kept in check. Leos love prestige, and jobs with prestigious titles are very attractive to them. They make good doctors, lawyers, and teachers, and do well in any type of team leadership position that gives them some decision making leeway. Again, their proud facade may belie some inward insecurity, so criticism should be done gently and diplomatically.
If you have found a romantic partner in a Leo, you have no doubt already noticed the super-ego qualities inherent in the Leo personality. If you can provide the right amount of attention and appreciation, your Leo will in return shower you with the same. Leo is going to want to be the dominant partner in the relationship, so you must be willing to take second seat if you want to make it with this sign. If you try to gain control, expect explosive arguments and a power struggle that you will probably eventually lose, unless of course you happen to be an Aries or another Leo.
The best matches for Leo are Aries, Gemini, Libra, and Sagittarius, but Cancer and Virgo might work for certain individuals. It will likely be tough going with Taurus, Scorpio, and Aquarius.
Leo in any relationship is a charismatic leader that will take charge and draw followers. Leos will be the ones organizing the party and then greeting all the guests. A Leo will dress to make an impression, and this may be in expensive materials for the more refined, or in tasteless or gaudy materials to draw attention for the less refined. Your Leo friend has very fixed opinions and will resist attempts to change these opinions, a trait that others may find somewhat off-putting at times. However, if you give your Leo friend what they need, they will shower you with plenty of friendship, warmth, and loyalty in return.
Monday, May 11, 2009
Thursday, May 7, 2009
baby tooth
my wisdom tooth appear yesterday. gosh. it damn bloddy hurt. rasa mcm nk bunuh diri. ataupun (tarik dgn playar <-- which ali did to his tooth! baby u r so WEIRD!!!!!). tp btolla. sakitnya mmg tahap cipan dan gaban. sakit siak! tak tahan siut.
well ali warn me about the pain. and i dont believe its gonna be this hurt. ok ali wants me to say this jugak (u kejam betol baby! saja nk mlukan i kan!) -- ok ok i say it. I TOOK ALI ADVICE AND WARNING AS A JOKE! ha pdan muka, x nk dgar ckp org tua lagi... yg dah makan garam bergelen2.
akibat tdak mendengar kata2 ali, maka the next day my pipi mula bengkak. damn. mcm cacat lak rasa. ckp pon x btol. bukak mulut pon susah and the worst part is it felt like ur gum is stick to ur pipi.... huhuh.. sedihnya.. called my mom, siszai, sisida and asked what to do, well the only advise is this, makan pain killer and dont drink ice water. huhu. so apparently i've been eating uphamol 650 2 capsule every 4 hours. kalau termiss makan mcm ala2 nak cekik org pon ada.
i read in wikipedia just now and few of the symptons swelling and redness , difficulty in opening the mouth, a bad odor or taste in the mouth and bla bla bla.
here i list for u what u should do
- standby pain killer (i mean loadz!)
- brush ur teeth after eating softly and guggle with listerine or salt water
- avoid drinking ice water
- avoid chewing or eating something hard
- try to sleep to ease the pain
cepatla this pain habis.. tak larat
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Monday, May 4, 2009
desicions
i just felt that i just made a wrong desicion in life.i think that i made those decisions too early without seeing the consequences ahead. im still indeed doesnt quite know or figure out wether decisions that was made is right or wrong.
it consitsts of:
1) life planning
2) ***
3) w***i**
4) staying in kl
papa
Another walk, another dance with him
I'd play a song that would never ever end
How I'd love love love to dance with my father again
it has been a year u left us papa. it is still hard to accept the fact that ur gone. mama gave me ur shirt and i wore it to office today. it felt so near to you but yet your too far. missing u badly papa. looking at ur picture on my desk and still not believing that u left us all too fast.
we had tahllil for u last saturday. alhamdulillah, we manage to have more than 40 to recite the yassin for u. while we were reciting, i saw mama crying. and mak tam was crying too. it was sad when later that night, mama brought down all of ur clothes to be given to our relatives. they were talking about how great u are and it really sadden me. it is sad cause my father is no longer in the world anymore.
im crying while typing this letter. its been a year but it felt like it is still new. missing u badly papa. fifi rindu sangat papa.