3 t shots + 2 h bottle + few sips of sotb and li tea

woohoo

your not sorry

you had me falling for you honey,

and it never would've gone away,

you used to shine so bright,

but i watch all of it fade

saying

there's a saying :

'first love will always be remembered'

i think its true

saja nak bikin panas

super demon

nak jugak tunjuk gamba tshirt demon

tupai

selamat hari raya aidiladha.

i just realize yg idea semakin tidak banyak. buktinya, sudah kurang penghasilan blog. its not that im not interested anymore but there are so many constraints and limitation is happening to my self. kena maki dengan bos adalah seprti satu hobi bru skarang nie. but i take it as a learning process. takpela, lu maki maki gua, gua jugak akan pandai nanti. lu yg penat nak maki gua berbakul2.

being the only one left in production is super hard. its like everything is on ur shoulder. u have to start it first, or u will be labelled access baggage. but sometimes when u start first, it doest mean that ur in good hands. it might turn up to be 'pandai-pandai' punya keje. but u know wat. whatever. im just doing my job not laying around doing nothing.

today is arief bday. we celebrate here at ttdi. with the theme diego, nasib baikla ada bawak satu shirt demon supersize yg dibeli di danau kota for 20 bux. i have to say, to get this kind of statement and indie shirts, danau kota would be the best place to go. took kinda lots of pictures during the celebration. pictures would always be the memory.

talking about pictures, pictures worth a thousands word. and u have like 100 of it, try to calculate that. and dates dont lie especially to someone like me who doesnt erase my messages inside the phone since june. haha. technology is mostly accurate. u cannot lie on technology especially kalau kau bukanlah seperti chuck ataupun some super sonic computer literate freak nerdy yg tau utk mengubah teknologi.

i just dont understand why do i always fall in love for a guy who dont exactly appreciate me. or at least desire for me. maybe is just not my time yet. well let it be. tuhan itu maha adil. sepandai-pandai tupai melompat, akhirnya jatuh ke tanah juga. (haiii~ nie dah banyak kali sangat tgk tupai melompatlompat. )

agenda

is a boring saturday. sumpah takde satu pon yang menggembirakan. activity sperti pergi ke ofis, pintu x dibuka, gerak ke damansara perdana utk meeting tp bos x turun, menghala ke lorong haji taib utk melihat towel yang akan dipakai oleh ewf dan neyo, kemudian ke jalan kenanga utk survey harge steamer, makan di kedai yusuf haslam dan mula realize mgkin ada penipuan telah berlaku bru2 ini, kemudian pulang ke rumah dan sadisnya menonton the scorpion king dan old skool superman.

akibat bosan, masuk ke bilik utk menatap majalah ikea. ya aku berkira2 utk pindah ke rumah baru kerana agak bosan dengan kehidupan skarang. mengira2 budget tp budget constrait yg pasti. arrrghhhh semakin bosan. regret tak pulang ke kmpg. gara2 kerja yg ntahla.

resmi ayam

kais pagi makan pagi

kais petang makan petang

bila yang nak kais pagi makan bulan depan?

if this is what marriage gonna look like

no. i dont want to get married

even though it is definitely a womans dream

marriage. kahwin

got another invitation to a friends wedding today

ya allah, nie dah wedding member yg sama baya ke 4 dah nie

biar betul korang sume dah nak kawin

seronoknya

but

i dun see any wedding bells or bling bling pon on my finger

oh.. takut