thoughts

halo.

mintak maaf sebab dah lama x update blog. agak bz lately sebab penukaran kerja dan penukaran cara hidup. maka bukanlah sesuatu yang senang untuk di adjust sekelip mata. tapi, alhamdulillah, keadaan semakin better dan better every day.

so, new year dah dekat. whats ur new resolution? well, for me, belum ada lagi. banyak sangat yang x tercapai. overall, boleh la dikatakan, this year was definitely a year that have so many remarks on me. ada yang baik, ada yang tak. ada yang harus dilupakan dan ada yg pasti akan terpahat di dalam hati. wah... bersastawardono pulak. maaflah. emosi akan kurang stabil, biasa lah perempuan.

banyak perkara yang berlaku tahun ini. terus terang, i have to say, i change a lot. sbnarnya, dulu, i think, i kinda have a lot of friends. but this year, it kinda make me realize, that i dont have much anymore. i think i can count friends that are really close to me. bukan nak kejar, kawan yang ramai. kalau dapat kawan rmai, sernok sebab meriah. tapi sekarang, sebab diri sendiri yang kurang bercampur dgn orang, mgkin membuatkan friendship x beberapa close. i miss them. seriously. kalau dulu, i always have friends around me, tp skarang, i just dont go out anymore, hang out late night anymore. sometimes rasa bersalah, kalau kalau mereka rasa yang i dont care about them anymore. i do. is just, my life this year was very complicated.

this year also have tought me so much. i take life too seriously where i plan too much and expect too much. i assume a lot and most of it distruct me. i dont regret believing my instincts cause alhamdulillah, they always show me the reality. for whatever reason, i dont regret for having this so much path this year as it actually build the real me right now.

its a new year coming, and im wish is gonna be a good year for me and everyone. i just wish that i can appreciate life more and always be happy with it. life is not about planning, life is just about how u do to make it sinple and interesting

my first 24th bday pressie

alhamdulillah.

rasa kelakar sebab last year amik gamba pon dengan baju yang sama

http://sophialittlevoice.blogspot.com/2009/06/e-71.html

bile saya dapat gaji bulan ini saya nak beli apa

ok. tipu lah kalau perkara ini x pernah terjadi pada anyone. kalau ada, itu nasib la k. tapi this is wat i always do. start to list apa barang yang nak di beli or perlu di bayar. kononya disiplin. tapi. hmm. slalu over budget. maka pada bulan nie, saya berharap saya dapat beli

a) kasut. please. dah lama sangat x beli

(ok ko tipu kan. masa kat perth ko dah hentam 3 kasut)

b) baju

(ok nie betul. dah lama x beli. change style maybe)

c) groceries

(ok part nie ko mmg nak kena sekeh. belambak gile brg ayah bg kat ko, ko lagi nak beli)

d) iphone

(berangan la ko. tggu tahun depan. iphone 4. sabar sket boleh)

e) ipad

(celah mana ko nak beli? baik simpan asb la ngok ngek)

ok nie je kot. KOTT. Haish.

tekanan perasaan pulak.

love the way u lie

post ini tiada kaitan dengan apa2 ye. cume this song is spinning in my head now.

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn

Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts

Just gonna stand there and hear me cry

Well that's all right because I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

love the way u lie

eminem & rihanna

capital

i have submit my notice of resignation last monday. 1 month notice effective on 12th july 2010. i believe my last day will be on the 12th august 2010. but i still have few more days for my annual leave so i guess i need clarify back when is my last date with capital.

leaving capital production is not an easy decision. believe it or not, the moment i want to press the button send when i want to email by resignation letter, it took me a while just to gather my guts to do it. the feelings is heavy, deep and sad. capital is where i start. that is the place where i start to learn about most things in working environment.

i have been working on and off with capital for about 3 years. it started when zac (my ex - uncle) invited me to join for the Live & Loud festival working as Head of Manpower. From that moment, its like falling in love into entertainment business.

i love working with events, people, artists, glamour, super loud speakers, super stage, crazy lights, super tiring work, late night work, busy schedule environment. i really enjoy it. some people say working in this line is really happening as u can meet lots of artiste. YES. thats correct, but believe me, this line will make u work ur ass of like hell till u dont even bother if EWF is walking beside of u or even Ne-Yo cause ur too tired too even look at them.

but whatever it is, it was really fun and enjoyable moment. its definitely my greatest memory as i believe this is the line that i should live in. but what can i do, its time for me to find more opportunity in life. life stays ahead and whats left behind, shall be my guidance in finding the way to live life.

to you capital, thank you and u'll be miss.

memoir : urbanscapes

urbanscapes, klpac

26th june 2010

memoir : my bf bday

mandi mandi, tamarind springs

23rd june 2010

memoir : langkawi

langkawi

28th may 2010 - 30th may 2010

memoir : perth

perth

12th june 2010 - 16th june 2010

people minded

minggu nie memang agak kebosanan apabila workload di office tidak beberapa heavy maka i took the chances to go through few artist portal. yeah mostly pasal gossips. ye aku mengaku, aku ni sebuk je nak tau perihal artist. kasihan kadang2 bile difikirkan pasal artist. ur a public figure and every second people wants to find stories that they can sell about u. once ur a celebrity, goodbye privacy.

so, yah. there's a lot of gossips. banyakla. tak perlu disebutkan satu per satu. tp wat caught my interest ialah komentasi (comments) yang panjang berjela. bila di baca satu persatu, aku mula rasa tertanya, kau tuhankah untuk memberi komen membina seperti ini sehingga ko sanggup menggunakan kata kata keras atau lebih keras di panggil bangsat tentang isu2 yg ko rasa ko teringin nak comment.

biasanya akan dua type of comments. sama ada mereka yg akan commen kaw-kaw memburukkan orang2 yg di comment atau pun yang lagi satu adalah orang yang bersifat neutral di mana ini adalah golongan minoriti yang di mana sekali je die comment, golongan orang yang pertama itu akan membidas menggunakan segala fatwa yang wujud dan tidak wujud.

terus terang ingin aku katakan, aku bukanlah manusia yang baik. tapi aku cuma rasa, tak perlulah ko nak comment sekiranya ko sendiri buat nakal. nasihat dulu orang sekeliling ko baru la ko nak komen orang lain. mana tau perubahan yg ko buat di sekeliling ko dulu mampu membuat perubahan ke serata dunia.

hidup kita nie kejap je. banyak mende siut bila direnungkan kita kena perbetulkan. maka oleh itu, marilah kita renung renungkan

i cant wait

watching friends wedding video always make me feel eager

my time will come

and it will be beautiful for me and him

im home

alhamdulillah

landed at klia around 10.08pm

reach ttdi at 1.30 am

yes. it was fun.

here at office, menguap x sudah.

bu, i wanna do it again.

cant wait

come what may

heiya..

just dont know why but the passion of blogging is decreasing.

this is not good. this is NOT good!

give 5 seconds to jump start. start from now. 5...4....3...2...1...!

im back!. muahaha. isnt that easy if life can just jump start in seconds like that. how are u fellow bloggers? hows ur day? i bet for those who r on a mid term break, is merely in heaven as it hol-eee-daize... and as for those who r working, we r in the middle of the week y'awl. that means 2 days and we can see weekends. weeehooo!

as for me, i am more excited cause, you know what! im going to PERTH! yeaaayyyy!. well, no im not going on a gateway with ali, instead, this is better, im going with my mom. hehe. and im kinda worried what to expect there. darling dear sophia, stop expecting too much. like the previous trip i went to egypt, i expect too much and the moment i reach Cairo, i wanna go home.

i know the weather in perth now is winter. not exactly snowing but quite cold there. read in the internet the lowest is 8 deg and the high temp is abt 13deg. so i bet is much much more colder than the aircond routine that i've been training for the past few weeks in my bedroom. u wanna wat routine am i doing to make me use to the temperature? guess lar... what i did was switching on the aircond to the lowest which i think is 16deg + full blast fan. i know is not good. its dehydrating! the prove is, my lips are so dry till i can byte my own lips skin.gosh..

however, whatever come what may (is that even correct), i hope that im gonna have fun there. wish me luck k. no worries, im gonna bring back my memories and share it with u.

love always.

xxx

miszfea

mizz nina

love her video.

congratulations to MizzNina for being

'dare to be different'

s.e.c.o.n.d

we are crazy enough to be together for two years

happy 2nd anniversary

i luv u

muahx

meet chymes hotel

i was browsing to find a place to stay in penang. my dream was to go back to golden sands at feringgi but hell no i want to spend 500++ bux per night unless it was given free to me. second option was hard rock but apparently the minimum rate would be 400++ bux so, yeah not this time. (wait until u earn 4k a month than u can make this dream come true).

so i manage to find this place call chymes at tanjung bungah. tanjung bungah is before feringgi. so basically if u want to lie down on sandy beaches, feringgi is the best place to choose. but if ur plan is to find cozy place to stay and go out a lot, i would suggest chymes. check out the pictures below. i think the owner of this place is ikea-fanatic like me too. but they are really good in decorating the rooms.

just an info, the only 6 rooms. its actually a banglow (like the old chineese type of banglo) but the interior inside are cool. see for yourself. maybe this place can be your gateway room of experience.

my favorite : vanilla black

aquamarine

red chamber

morning dew

chocolat

the studio

CHYMES
CHYMES

547-K Jalan Wee Hein Tze
Tanjung Bungah
11200 Penang, Malaysia
T: +604 890 9088 / +6016 414 1808
F: +604 890 9033

wat i did part 2

ok im back. back at home seating on my carpet facing the lcd tv showing someone like you sambil washing machine spinning washing baju putih. ok that is detail. wearing my socks on a hot cup of water to be drink in few minutes.

lets go back to the topic. 2 things previously that i blog about was the pair of jeans and also the hair colour.

next!

THREADING!

haha. ini adalah di antara perkara paling maju yang penah dilakukan walaupun for certain people is a sensitive issue. maka, please bear in mind that everyone has it own opinion so keep ur opinion on ur own ok. i was introduce my sister zai, again! to this shop located few shops away from nirwana bangsar. oooh. u guys should try to eat there. nasi daun pisang terbaik!. wat i love the most is the peria goreng. ooh .. terbayang. okok. enuff, kembali ke topik asal. maka dikedai itu la threading saya di buat sepanjang 6 tahun ini. dan harganya tak pernah berubah ok. tetap rm5 untuk eyebrow threading. dan perlu saya ceritakan di sini for the pass 6 years of experiencing threading, tak pernah sekali yang air mata tak pernah meleleh. but orang kata, beauty is pain. yahhh vain!!!

ooh shoooots.. downy abis. time2 nie la kan nak abis. ish dah la setimbun lagi.ok takpe. that can be solve.

what else i did?

PIERCING!

yes, first it start as the nose piercing. wore it for 1 day i think lepas tu, the stud went off and i cant put it in back. frustrated mcm nak mati, so end up the next day jugak, i went to sungei wang and did my eyebrow piercing. masa ni piercing sebab kononya rebel break up ke apa. well, i sometimes like to do stupid things without thinking of the consequences.

and due to this, i cant eat anything yang akan membuatkan gatal seperti ayam dan telur. gosh and i have to sterilize the stud with salt water every single day. it definitely look cool but to crack the news to my family is so not cool. i remembered going to ikea with jue to meet my family and i have to put plaster on it just to cover it up. itu tak masuk lagi crite pg ke class. sebab takut kena discipline actions by the dean, every time i go to class i'll plaster it. dan bile lecturer tanya, my answer will be terhantuk kat katil. wat a so so lame excuse..

haha.. more to come to tell u guys. but at the mean time, let me go and hang my white shirts yang dah siap di basuh oleh washing machine old skool saya.

sayonara

wat i did

puas berpk, apa entry best yg patut di entry kan. im not that creative, so kenalah perah idea sket2. hehe. well, apparently i came across to this one topic. what have i done to myself for this pass 6 years, kiraan ini adalah selepas spm ye wahai bloggers.

ya, after my spm (which i was 17) i did try few things. as for youngsters nowadays maybe x la hebat sangat sebab at this moment of time, umur 13 tahun pun dah pernah cube. but as for me, after my spm is where i start to groom myself. oh ya, just a recap, i studied in a boarding school for 5 years. jadi mungkin dari situ anda boleh tahu tahap tidak tahu saya terhadap fesyen dan grooming ok!

lets start with after spm, i got into a uniten. sblom itu i've work for nike at one utama. 3 months jugakla. and from there guess what is the first thing that i bought?

A PAIR OF GUESS JEANS AND GUESS HANDBAG!

me and abg k @ hartamas

wow. pada masa ini, itula yang terbaik. proud to wear it ok walaupun jalan2 kat kedai mamak jasema kat taman tun tu je. and pada waktu itu baru kenal erti strech jeans jadi maka pabile masuk uniten, jeans dan handbag ini lah yang dilenjan abis-abisan untuk ke kelas dan kuar. ok gamba di atas adalah gamba jeand dan handbag tersebut.

the next thing that i got to know and do is,

TO COLOUR MY HAIR!

woah. i still remember my first time. was made done at peek-a-boo taman tun dr. ismail. my sister zai treat me. woah, best gile. merasa rambut di colour dan dibelanja pulak tuh. haha. dan masa itu la jugak people start calling me mat salleh. to follow my sister zai philosophy, to colour your hair, u must ensure that the colour that u choose is worth it with the price that u pay. she will definitely go for a light colour. so at that time i did a 2 tone. dark chocolate base and light blonde. wahaha..

so this are the one of the 2's that i did. maafla terhang lambat sket. banyak keje nak wat, maka kenala meletakkan priority pada kerja. so wait for the next entry ya people.

adios amigos

dont look back

everything happens for a reason and we must be strong to face it. things sometimes will happens like the way we wanted but sometimes its the other way round. accept the faith and learn from it. i know that there are times we are going to regret or feel down abt the desicions that we have made but, once u take the step forward, dont look back. be strong.

thank you friends for being there and support me through out my life. ur patience and thoughts are the one that made me believe that there are still sun to shine, wind to blow and life to live. to you my baby, you are the reason for me to breath. i have always love u.

terminator

had my dinner ayam penyet sambil menonton terminator.

now only understand bahawa, john connor is the chief when the skynet starts to rule the world.

john connor father is reese kyle, the one that volunteer to go back beyond time to save sarah connor.

lame kan baru tau

kehidupan

yeay. my new layout is out!

agak terpengaruh dengan beberapa blog dan percaya hitam dan putih ada pilihan tepat.

ooh sebelum itu.

selamat sejahtera wahai bloggers!

semoga hari hari mu ceria dan sihat senantiasa.

well. blog ini as usual akan menjadi blog rojak.

whereby i dont have to be specific to be typing my words in english or bahasa melayu.

motifnya senang.

it is who i am. tak perlu nak ikut sape2. lebih senang expressi dan people feel free and easy to read.

pertama sekali,

shithead tolla. its already 5th april and my ambank online masih menunjukkan balance rm17.72. im superficially (does that word actually exists??) BROKE. god, my vacation was cancel due to that. my

sister zai and her girlfriends when to Perhentian and i was supposed to go too. but, due to this, obviously

i cant go. i got the options of borrowing people some cash but thinking its gonna be hassle, maka, takpela.

duduk rumah sambil makan hati je la.

kedua kalinya,

tahukah anda bahawasanya blackberry ada bbm yang boleh membuatkan anda mampu untuk berchatting dgn rakan anda yang mempunya blackberry juga. so its like yahoo messenger but in a blackberry network. well yesterday while hanging out with julis and fizal and more to be mention, i just got to know about this WhatsApp application whereby u can chat even with iphone. cool huh. but kena bayar sket la. $0.99 cents kalau download from Itunes Store. But the best part of the story is, im not using any either of it. hehe.

dan terakhir sekalinya.

satu malaysia digemparkan dengan pemergian din beramboi. still remember the day he pass away, the rumour spread on twitter and fb makes people confuse. same situation macam masa yasmin ahmad dulu. i believe arwah din beramboi will be missed. his jokes are natural. i remember that he used to have this tape of lawak din beramboi masa zaman2 magazine ujang dulu. lawak yg memang pecah perut. yg kalau2 dalam perjalanan jauh tgh ngantuk, kalau dengar memang segar bugar la jadinya. however, he left us too soon. semoga arwah ditempatkan dalam golongan yang beriman. sedekahkan al-fatihah kepada nya dan juga orang2 yang telah meninggalkan kita.

al-fatihah.

i juz got schooling by ali

just realize how stupid i am

fever

mc lagi hari ni.

since thursday demam and doc bg mc lagi arie nie.

esok kalau x sehat jugak, terus kena pg amik darah.

erkkk..

takut

comeback

am happy

new beginning. new start. new chapter

moo

its nice meeting u again

miss silent reader

miss u a lot

ikea-sale

going to ikea is not fun anymore

59th papa

1 more day to papa's birthday

if his here,

he will be 59 this year

love and miss u always pa

toothache and tercipta untukku

went back from startbucks yesterday

and started to have this toothache

'jeej' ask me to listen to songs just to make me not remember the pain

took 2 synflex and ponstan and woke up uncountable times

to guggle with listerine

but yet still in pain

i was in tears and started to remember many things

i was abt to sleep when i heard ali's voice

a song name tercipta untukku that he sang

when we went out for karaoke

and im back to tears and pain at the same time

"aku ingin engkau slalu, hadir dan temani aku,

di setiap langkah, yang meyakini ku,

kau tercipta untukku"

goodbye kitties

goodbye

estrella, anarchy, pirate, lomo and bangsar

hope ur new owner will take good care of u

im gonna miss u

rest in peace mj

all of u are my memories

u live in my memories

for the past a year plus'

u are my love

starting to realize how much i miss my life

finally see the bigger picture

im much worth it that anything

soul mate hunting begins

we broke off

stats

i found this at a friends status.

Whatever u give a woman, she will make it greater. Give her sperm, she will give u a baby. Give her a house, she will give u a home. Give her groceries, she will give u a meal. Give her a smile n she will give u her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what she is given. So if u give her crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit...

cinta sempurna

Aku manusia lemah
Selalu terjatuh
Berbeda aku darimu
Kau berdiri teguh
Aku serba tiada
Aku kekurangan
Dan bila kau tiba aku hilang dari kewujudan

Sempurnanya sifatmu
Tulusnya hatimu
Jujurnya niatmu
Tingginya kesbrnmu
Lepaskanlah diriku
Kerna aku
tak mampu tuk memnaggung sebuah cinta sempurna
Darimu
Darimu ohhh
Darimu ohhhh

Bukan aku tak pernah
Mengerti dirmu
ku sanjung setiap kata cinta kau berikan aku
Hilangkan rasa itu
Akhirkankan semua
Dan bila kau sedar
Aku hilang dari kewujudan
Ohhh

Sempurnanya sifatmu
Telusnya hatimu
Jujurnya niatmu
Tingginya kesbrnmu
Lepaskanlah diriku
Kerna aku
Tak mampu tuk menanggung sebuah cinta sempurna darimu
Darimu ohhh
Darimu ohhhh

quote

quote of the day

"no matter how u sacrifice,

it will still not guarantee your place anywhere"

so

hold on still.

soalan kritis

i had this conversation with ali yesterday night and this is what we have discussed about.

- kalau di beri dipilihan antara :-

a) kereta mewah atau rumah cantik

b) rumah cantik atau suami/isteri cantik

c) suami/isteri cantik atau duit banyak

d) duit banyak atau bf/gf keliling pinggang

e) lelaki/perempuan yg cantik tp tiada pendidikan atau lelaki/perempuan yg x cantik tetapi kaya

hm think abt it. banyak perkara yg dpt di olah. hehe. pemikiran kritis

goodbye january. hello february

goodbye january.

and hello february.

january was not actually a good month. a bad one for a start but yeay i pull through. i've been thinking. y do we blog actually. apa purpose die sebenarnya?

is it to express ur feelings to lead a healthier way of life, atau pun sebagai satu medium utk mengutuk orang sana sini, ataupun sebagai satu platform information yg interesting untk dishare with other bloggers. well apa pun purpose nya, we are free to type, tell or even share apa yg kita rasa perlu dan harus kita bgtau.

for example, kalau baca blog Ayu n Req, mesti ada Hanis Zalaikha nya blog. i will never miss to be one of her pembaca setia. seriusly, she have her own style, kalau baca ayat2 die, mmg kelaka. she is so natural. no wonder blog die can reach up to thousands of reader and if im not mistaken, she earning abt 3k per month for her nuffnang. best nya jadi macam die, just be herself, be creative and wala 3k masuk bulan. banyak tau 3k per month. definitely enough to get u designers, or simpan dalam asb untuk simpanan waktu nak kawin nanti. haha. i wish

sometimes it is nice tau kita baca blog blog orang lain. try click on next blog kat atas skali. if will lead u to anywhere. i read abt divorce women, the sadness that one could feel when the person that she love pass away, how to cook and even what u should eat to make sure ur diet is working... it brings u too another perspective of life dan kadang2 akan buat u rasa tersedar that ur mind nie kadang2 perlukan second or 2 or 3 opinion.

hmm.

nak blog pasal mende lain sebenarnya tapi terasa nak blog pasal blog. ouh. i miss my life. i miss this one girl. hope she is doing ok with her love ones. ok people. happy thaipusam and happy hari wilayah which not so happy for me as i need to go for side visit untuk rebut tender... wuarghhh..

signing off now.

muah

new gadget is invented

new gadget is invented

definitely in my 2010 wishlist

i present to u

IPAD

http://www.apple.com/ipad/

i have to be strong cause this is the path that i choose

reunite

congratulations danone

semoga bahagia ke anak cucu

to 9903

its good to reunite again

part of u, part of me

thank you all my luv,

for being patience with me.

for being there for me through my darkest and joyest moment.

for being very understanding in every moments of time of my life.
for being patience is every decision i made.

and for most, for being supportive through out my journey.

pls forgive me,

for all the wrong things i said,

for all the wrong advise i gave,

which i know will make u go stronger,

for all the dates that i miss,

and all for the sadness that you feel because of me.

i do not know how to explain,

how glad i am,

for being part of u and yes, u have been a part of me.

we share, we laugh, we cry, we argue and we became more than just good friends.

i must say, ur part of my life and u have been a like a family to me.

thank you my luv.

i luv u girls, lady, women, and hot mama.

shazz, fiza, yas, intan, lena, bob and sarah.

muahx

hello coach

hi

new peyton signature sateen shoulder bag

u make my day

oh ya

hi i***l

:D

orianthi

according to u

im stupid, im useless

i cant do anything right

according to u

im difficult, hard to please

forever changing my mind

according to u

im boring, im moody

u cant take me any place

according to u
i suck at telling jokes

cause i always give it away

most of it, hell yeah. that is me

i wont change for bit

january charm

happy bday

to you

shazz, fara, olynn, abe, naa

and yes

YOU

ne-yo

hey peeps

join us for ne-yo

tomorrow night at sunway

opening act is najwa

followed by ne-yo

and yes after party at mos

so yeah

come and start your 2010

with us

visit

www.phuturephlow.com

for more details

01012010

my new year basically is at sarah's house. facing caca and rizal.
tgh siapkan sarahnya wedding preparation.

demi ko sarah. next time no wedding on new year k.

and please, i started to hate one place

2010

hello 2010

im gonna love u more this year

so please be nice to me

muahx