2009.2

finally 2009 is finally over. left another 1 more day to leave everything behind. i have to say, 2008 and 2009 is definitely not my year. lost, breakups, friendships and others are just too pain to remember. i really hope that 2009 is gonna make me a better person, a better life and a better year.

so end of the day life and love sucks

goody

am i not good enough?

desire 2009

a) designer handbag

b) iphone

c) compact laptop

d) holiday - this weekend. yeeho

well this are the 3 desire that i did not manage to get for year 2009.

still 16 days to go 2010 but definitely wont be able to fulfill

its ok

think of relevance and also usage wise

still have my raya hanbag to use

still have bday phone to use

and yes

still have my working laptop to use.

site recce

at stadium hang jebat right now. site recce for another project. Wuaaa. Kelapaaraaannn sungguh nie. pantasla..

Sometimes just wonder, y do people lie to each other or most worst is betray. Trust is easy to get but hard to gain it back. y people. Y? Cant u just think abt someone else rather than to fulfill wat u need? Stop being selfish. Have mercy to others or at least, have some pittyy

prada

another desire fulfill

prada butterfly large frame sunglasses

woot woot

off day

last tuesday, di kerah amik off oleh ryz

katanya nak suruh fully concentrate pabila

pulang wednesday utk next project

maka jumpe

shazz, fiza dan bam bam

maafkan saya kerana telah persuade utk kamu2 pulang kerja awal

i have a singaporean boyfriend but never been there for a real visit

that sucks

definitely

holiday

definitely CANT wait!

papa

papa, fifi rindu papa.

:(

sunrise

i just realize that we never watch sunrise together

how much i miss watching sunrise with the person that i love

3 t shots + 2 h bottle + few sips of sotb and li tea

woohoo

your not sorry

you had me falling for you honey,

and it never would've gone away,

you used to shine so bright,

but i watch all of it fade

saying

there's a saying :

'first love will always be remembered'

i think its true

saja nak bikin panas

super demon

nak jugak tunjuk gamba tshirt demon

tupai

selamat hari raya aidiladha.

i just realize yg idea semakin tidak banyak. buktinya, sudah kurang penghasilan blog. its not that im not interested anymore but there are so many constraints and limitation is happening to my self. kena maki dengan bos adalah seprti satu hobi bru skarang nie. but i take it as a learning process. takpela, lu maki maki gua, gua jugak akan pandai nanti. lu yg penat nak maki gua berbakul2.

being the only one left in production is super hard. its like everything is on ur shoulder. u have to start it first, or u will be labelled access baggage. but sometimes when u start first, it doest mean that ur in good hands. it might turn up to be 'pandai-pandai' punya keje. but u know wat. whatever. im just doing my job not laying around doing nothing.

today is arief bday. we celebrate here at ttdi. with the theme diego, nasib baikla ada bawak satu shirt demon supersize yg dibeli di danau kota for 20 bux. i have to say, to get this kind of statement and indie shirts, danau kota would be the best place to go. took kinda lots of pictures during the celebration. pictures would always be the memory.

talking about pictures, pictures worth a thousands word. and u have like 100 of it, try to calculate that. and dates dont lie especially to someone like me who doesnt erase my messages inside the phone since june. haha. technology is mostly accurate. u cannot lie on technology especially kalau kau bukanlah seperti chuck ataupun some super sonic computer literate freak nerdy yg tau utk mengubah teknologi.

i just dont understand why do i always fall in love for a guy who dont exactly appreciate me. or at least desire for me. maybe is just not my time yet. well let it be. tuhan itu maha adil. sepandai-pandai tupai melompat, akhirnya jatuh ke tanah juga. (haiii~ nie dah banyak kali sangat tgk tupai melompatlompat. )

agenda

is a boring saturday. sumpah takde satu pon yang menggembirakan. activity sperti pergi ke ofis, pintu x dibuka, gerak ke damansara perdana utk meeting tp bos x turun, menghala ke lorong haji taib utk melihat towel yang akan dipakai oleh ewf dan neyo, kemudian ke jalan kenanga utk survey harge steamer, makan di kedai yusuf haslam dan mula realize mgkin ada penipuan telah berlaku bru2 ini, kemudian pulang ke rumah dan sadisnya menonton the scorpion king dan old skool superman.

akibat bosan, masuk ke bilik utk menatap majalah ikea. ya aku berkira2 utk pindah ke rumah baru kerana agak bosan dengan kehidupan skarang. mengira2 budget tp budget constrait yg pasti. arrrghhhh semakin bosan. regret tak pulang ke kmpg. gara2 kerja yg ntahla.

resmi ayam

kais pagi makan pagi

kais petang makan petang

bila yang nak kais pagi makan bulan depan?

if this is what marriage gonna look like

no. i dont want to get married

even though it is definitely a womans dream

marriage. kahwin

got another invitation to a friends wedding today

ya allah, nie dah wedding member yg sama baya ke 4 dah nie

biar betul korang sume dah nak kawin

seronoknya

but

i dun see any wedding bells or bling bling pon on my finger

oh.. takut

wake up

serius aku x paham dgn orang yang x nak sedar dgn apa yg die ada,

sebaliknya nak bermegah2 dengan bende yg die takde atau bukan die punya.

ish. sudah-sudahlah manusia.

bile nak sedar nie

digi music live

join me!

i'll be there

tp kat blakang stage la

:D

meet crocs

i have nothing to blog.

oh my..

this is not good..

well, hello. happy raya and happy diwali.

i know its late but, better late than never.

im fine, thank you very much for asking.

i know my last post was early raya.

there are so many things thats happening,

but i dont y i dont feel like blogging it down.

it is not that interesting, it iS!

maybe it is not something to be shared perhaps.

im back with ali. yes. i know sum of u will like "reeeallly" or

maybe "WATTTTTT!" or "i guess so",

so watever ur reaction is,

im taking the chance, risk, consequences or any other words relevant to it.

i just want to start a fresh one with precautions. haha.

if u know wat i mean.

work is kinda bz lately.

looking forward for All American Rejects as im part of the production team.

looking forward to WORK actually.

than we have this another COM coming in this december..

i wanna be bz. i love bz.

it distract me to distract stupid distraction. woohoo. i love that phrase.

this year raya i manage to gather with lots of skool friends

ooh i always love u guys and girl

u make my life happy

i love the fact that a good friend of mine has finally ending up his single life

as in, having a gf. syahirah congratulations. aizad is a nice man.

and intan, she's doing great with her new career. be good girl ok. ur a celebrity now.

and shazz and fiza, i miss them so much. huhu, (bile nak masak nie utk korg)

and yah.. lots to mention.

u know i love u guys.

well gg is back. as well as grey.

i dont know y, i just love jenny and serena and blair and vanessa and georgina style

i wish i could loose LOADS of weight,

but thinking of my new passion which is cooking lauk-pauk melayu for dinner

which the whole process of cooking will only allow me to eat around 10

it would be a hell of a dream.

plus im crazy collecting the contour glass from mcdonalds that require

me eating mcvalue lunch for the past 4 days straight + sundae strawberry

its making it worst.

oh i bought new gadget.

my new sony a330

gosh i love it.

but im still learning the manuals.

so much to learn to take good picture

its not worth it though to have a dslr but only using the auto function.

i wanna go for a class

or at least learn from a pro.

oh my..

life is rollercoaster.

once u feel that ur on top of things

and baaamm, ur actually down below

just get back up and move on..

i miss u papa. i really do

i love u mama. u will always be the queen of my heart.

sony alpha 330

alhamdulillah.
my wish come true

raya check list

raya checklist
1. susun kuih raya - done
2. masak rendang - done
3. masak kuah kacang - done
4. masak nasi impit - done
5. pasang pelita - done
6. kemas rumah - done
7. masukkan duit raya dlm sampul - lom lagi
8. iron baju raya - lom lagi
9. hanta raya sms - lom lagi
10. bake cake utk raya - lom jugak

the end of it

there's a quote that a friend gave to me,

"sometimes when you love a person, you have to let them go"

its happening to me now. im letting go the person that i love so much.

buka puasa

gamba nie dah lama
tp nak upload jugak
berbuka di ikea @ rm15.90 per pax
hehe
siap promote

babies name

i was thinking to name my new kitties babies:
the option i have is

a) edward, bella, jacob and ( i forgot)
b) blair, chuck, serena and dan

msg for ali

to ali,

irhysmuidkweicsty. urmsblp. ihyihyihysvvm. iwnffwyhdtm. mpmpbp

new babies

anarchy new babies.
cute sangat

u dont deserve me
now go away

singapura

went to singapore on 29/08/09
alone

long nag

to care for someone is easy. to love someone is easy. to trust someone is easy. but to stay with someone to the rest of your life is not an easy task. to love someone and willing to go through thick and thin, the good and bad of love is not easy. and to gain trust that is lost along the way is never easy. it takes time, patience and also believing to go succeed.

we always hear, accept the person for who he or she is. but its human nature. human is born with curiosity, we will start to ask questions when we dont understand or could not find the logic of it. but sometimes this questions leads to a place whereby it gives a non-satisfactionary to the person itself.

i myself happen to have this curiosity. i do question a lot and yes im good in this. y do i do it? cause i wanna know. i wanna know so that i know and remind myself what path have i choose and what i have put myself into. i can be very persuasive or sometimes very understanding. i have to say that i have double personality.

i dont know what life offer me in the next few years or even tomorrow. i may get married and have a family or i might not get married and just be somebody who concentrates in career. i never know.

but i know that marriage is far away. dont get me wrong. i love kids, i really do. but at the moment, i have to say that im not ready for any of it. im still learning what life is and what love do. im still trying to understand the beauty of love and what marriage is. yes, i sound frustrated.

but i dont want to rush thing and end up sad. i just want a happy life.

i still dream of a family. me and my husband. with our children living happily. im just waiting for everything to be right. right man, right place, right time and right decision. ohhh~ i dream too much.

anarchy give birth

my kitty (not so kitty anymore, she's a mommy)
give birth to 4 cute babies
additional family in the house
woot woot!

pagi 3 ramadhan

pagi pagi bangun dah sedih
nothing on display phone
sahur ngan mama, adam and nasuha
lepas sahur tido
bangun kol 6.30
mandi
iron baju kurung
make up
start engine keta
tba2 sakit perut
...

adam, alan and nasuha salam sblom balik
salam mama
mama nampak sedih
dlm hati sendiri lagi sedih
drive
sampai bawah rumah
tgk and lambai mama

lalu dekat jalan rumah mak tam
nampak kubur papa
7.15 am
rasa nak pegi lawat
masuk lorong g tanah perkuburan
takde tudung
pakai hood sweater
pg kat kubur papa
kubur papa warna hijau
hijau marma
terus nangis
lama sangat tak pgi
last masa raya
sedekah al-fatihah
nangis lagi
rindu sangat papa
bgtau pasal convo dan apa yg mampu
sedih dan rindu
singgah kubur pak tam
sedekah alfatihah

start engine keta
pg mobil kat tampin
isi minyak
ingat nak tambah nilai
tp tak bukak lagi
kol 9 baru bukak
maka, drive terus g sungai buloh
9.16 am
sampai office

semalam adalah sejarah
hari ini adalah realiti
esok adalah misteri

otak pusing

masih di kampung
mama pg semayang tarawikh
adam, alan and nasuha tgh main apa ntah kat atas
aku duduk mengadap laptop (kena jadi nanny sebenarnya)

otak pusing
mama x sihat
kisah hidup xdela best sangat
esok lepas sahur nak drive balik kl,
kereja

adoi
penatla macam nie
dah malas dah nak pk apa2
cume mahukan

......

i trully give up

tiada

ke hulu ke hilir memegang phone
setiap saat nak tgk display phone
kot kot kalau ada apa-apa
tp tiada

tuhan saja yang tahu

menu berbuka 1st day puasa

menu @ kampung

nasi putih
udang masak kunyit
ikan pari masak asam
sayur pucuk
drummet ayam

kuih keria

*harapan jumpe di bazaar ramadhan*
ikan sembilang masak sambal
telur itek masak lemak
soya bean / mata kucing

3 jam lagi nak berbuka
sabar

giving up

im think im going to give up

oh god *tears*

selamat menyambut ramadhan

esok puasa. maka hari ini berangkatla anak2 che pah pulang ke kmpung untuk menyambut ramadhan yang mulia. as for aku, today x masuk office. dah mula rasa sore throat dan smalm aku flue. untuk mengelakkan penyebaran virus, maka aku decided to stay at home.

sempena bulan ramadhan nie, i would like to apologize untuk segala salah dan silap yang ter atau sengaja di lakukan. mintak ampun, mintak maaf. minta halalkan makan minum. kalau ada hutang pesan makanan tapi x bayar lagi, silala bgtau. kadang kadang terlupa. hehe

kepada yang pulang ke kampung, drive car safely, have a safe trip. insya'allah, ada rezeki, kita jumpe masa raya nanti : D

convo blues

nanti ye saya update lagi... curik2 buat collage kat office. hehe
gamba gamba lain di fb ye

gembira

aku tau aku cam agak sengal..
but wat can i say..
im happy
im graduating soon!

naperla slalu kena macam nie..
tak larat la...
penat tau tak

happy bday fiza

happy birthday fiza.
syang fiza ngan shazz
tidak lupa kak ayna dan ali dan tony
muahx

graduation tick tock

omg.. tick tock.. my graduation is 6 days away

checklist

1. send baju convo to dry clean - dah
2. to confirm photographer
3. identify which shoe to wear
4. hair do where?
5. make up?
6. convo online survey - dah
7. mani and pedi.. oowh terlupa pulak

weekend chores

crazy enuff to paint the new kitchen space.
paint kitchen maroon.
paint alone.
like really alone by myself.

and still sempat lagi melihat tanaman virtual di farmville...

haish..

the loneliness

Im sitting here
Thinking bout
How im gon-na do without
You around in my life and how am I
I gon' get by
I ain't got no days
Just lonely nights
You want the truth
Well girl im not alright
Feel out of place and out of time
I think im gonna lose my mind

So tell me how you feel (im lonely)
Are you for real (so lonely)
Do you still think of me (i think of you)
Baby still (are you lonely)
Do you dream of me at night (like i dream of you all the time)
So let me tell you how it feels (its like everyday i die)
Wish i was dreaming but its real (when i open up my eyes)
Let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)
I think that i will never love again

I miss your face
I miss your kiss
I even miss the arguments
That we would have from time to time
I miss you standing by my side
I'm dying here its clear to see
There ain't no you, God knows there ain't no me
Don't wanna live, I wanna die
If I cant have you in my life

the loneliness - babyface
my repeated track lullaby

annoyed

im kinda getting annoyed now

phone check

why do partners check the other partners phone?

just to secure their feeling that the other partner is not cheating.
but if the partner manage to find truth,
its damn bloody hurt

so try to avoid doing it
cause once u start, u cant stop

plus,
u will loose the trust
and when you get caught
its gonna be one hell of a fight

ALDO

omg.. i cant believe this..
my colleagues from capital gave me ALDO!
OMG OMG...
Thank you so much! I love it. I love it. I LOVE IT!!!!

happy 23rd bday sophia!

happy 23 bday
hope this year will be a good one
-site recce at gemas gold. sedih gile

go away!

you, try to take the best of me, go AWAY!

a place for my head, linkin park, hybrid theory

disturbed

u r so making me disturbed!!!

songs in mind

each time i hear a song, i will definitely remember someone or some group of people. list below are among the songs that will remind me of something, or somewhat...

sway by buble - arwah papa
amber 311 - semot
konayuki (1 litter of tears)- sean
with arms wide open (creed) - kak hani
i'll be right here waiting for u (monica and 112) - faliq
lelaki ini (anuar zain) - abang
what if (babyface) - fickry
please dont stop the music (rihanna) - aira
wadsyaname (nelly) - jepa, faiz
soulfood soundtrack - sis zai
the show - ayureq
poker face - wani

semuanya telah berakhir

trust

i always have trust issue. trust is vulnerable, delicate and sensitive matter. i admit that i make assumptions a lot. this assumptions sometimes cause by unforgetful experience that taught me how life is not that simple. we wish it to be a happy, fairy tale and beautiful journey but it is not. we have to go through obstacles, that rather somehow gonna make it u more mature and understand the truth about life is.

life is not easy as so as gaining trust and giving trust. im putting my best effort to trust. trust the life that im living in. trust the love that im loving with and trust the world that im in it. like i said earlier, im just human being that doesnt know which is true or which is not. but i believe in god. god is great. god is almighty. god will show me the way, its just the matter of time

im too confuse. is painful thinking. im just too in love with u

back to work

had enuff on 2 days on sick leave... so now...
BACK TO WORK SOPHIA

addicted

aku rasa aku dah mula addicted dgn game virtual tanam-menanam.
oooh tidak bagus...
seronoknya kalau dpt wii nintendo untuk hadiah graduasi... hurm

medical certificate

i was sick from yesterday and today. the doctor was kind enuff to give me 2 days. at first i thought, i might be infected by H1n1 since i went to a public place (pavillion to be specific) last saturday. the sore throat was killing on monday and start to have flu later that day. feeling a lil bit drowsy so i told ali that i think i might be infected by h1n1. he straight brought me to klinik famili ttdi.

the funny part was, there was a notice on the door, if i have few symptoms, i will need to go straight to the hospitals listed. so i waited outside until ali got the confirmation from the nurse that i might be free h1n1. so, i went it at the doctor look at me and start asking me question. luckily, i have no fever. yeay!!

so she check my throat and straightly said, 'awak nie kena tonsilitis. jangan ckp banyak sangat and control what ur eating. sakitkan nak telan ur own sliver', dlm hati, ye doctor tepat skali.

from there she gave me, the mc. hehe. cuti rehat. tapi rasa macam x rehat jugak je. sebab kena cuti sambil keje, hukhuk

shoes.

went to pavillion today with my mr protector
try on 3 pair of shoes but instead thinking to buy only 2
did the sad.sweet.iwantthatshoesbaby. to ali
but he has a say whereby he will never by me shoes
cuz he believes if a guy buy a girl shoes, the girl will wear the shoes
to MEET other people
so sob.sob take out my wallet and wanted pay
but he was kind enuff to pay for it
but to ensure him that i wont wear the shoes to meet other guy
i paid him a little
so there, 2 new shoes

went back, watch my shoe rack
oh my. banyaknya....
nak pakai pg mana sume kasut kasut nieh???

shout! awards

to sarah:

good luck and all the best for tonight
xoxo

weekends

finally its friday
i see shopping malls, and money flying away
ahaks

aiyo adam and aimans bday coming
bday present lagi
adoiiii

please

we are not stupid

oh harry

had a bump day but managed to watch harry potter, i will usually never miss, either watch it my mom or dad (missing u pa), or probably late night movie with intan, bob and farid (which was 2 or 3 years ago).

so i went with my baby with excitement. i have to say that ali is not that comfy because i wasnt able to book the twin or the gold seat but i think we manage.

the story was fine. i like it. funny. getting more mature, well understood as they are growing older not younger, but i have to say at the end, i was hoping more.

i dont wanna spill wat happen, i believe is rude, but oh my.... 3 hours... i want more or at least spark me more harry!!!!

damn. its 3.36am. im still feeling unsatisfied, as wat ali said, ur not sophia potter. yah i am not. oh dumbledore, u damn bloddy beatrix and u lavender calling ron won won, euw... stupid malfoy and how could u snape

beneath all

if all this is just a lie,
im just being a human being,
not knowing which is true or which is not.

so let god decide and show me the truth

someday or somehow,
everything will reveal

GOD IS GREAT
GOD IS ALMIGHTY

I'VE JUST EXPERIENCED.
sepandai pandai tupai melompat, akhirnya jatuh ke tanah juga

boho

finally got the headband that i want
boho chic~!

kuih keria

mekasih kepada kak sha dan anis kerana berusaha mendapatkan kuih keria di maluri.
indahnya dan nikmatnya dunia

random

1. i ate a bumble gum just now. cuz it was inside my car and the car is park outside (where the sunny sun shines straight to the car), the bumble gum went warm/hot. so i ate it without thinking the consequences. it melted inside my mouth and there is no way i could bring it out since i was driving. i had to swallow it and now, it felt like it is stuck at my throat.

2. went to maybank just now to replace my lost card. i was kinda stun when one of maybank supervisor approach 2 chinese lady infront of me talking fluently in chinese language (which i dont know how to differentiate). wooho.

3. i took the lift at my apartment during lunch, and i saw, a little girl, which i think studying in standard 2, carrying a sling princess back and a push school bag (the one that haves wheel). i was thinking, my god, this kids really bring lots of stuff to school nowadays.

4. the govt decided to change maths and science to bm again which i have to say i dont agree. is just gonna make our melayu worst. i pickup my english when i was in primary where most of my friends are non-malay. from there i started to learn and able to speak. how do u expect this kids could understand what they learn when they go to college. all subjects in college are mostly thought in English. my..oh my... i hope when i have kids someday, i will teach them to learn English, for future sake.

pitih

maka pada hari ini (070709)
saya hanya ada RM184 untuk bertahan hingga ke akhir bulan

diantara sebab jd begini :
- byar duit konvo
- beli bday present
- bayar expenses yg sangat banyak..(haiih... bile la nak naik gaji ni)

oleh itu...
bg mereka yg masih ditanggung ibu bapa
hargailah masa ni

loan

i have have just realise that my ptptn loan end in year 2023.
which, at that time im gonna be 37. omg

welcome to the elmo's world

happy 1st birthday
puteri kylie myra iman

t.i.k.c.u.f

fuckit.fuckit.fuckit.fuckit.fuckit.
fuckit when it happens this way

mungkin

anuar zain - mungkin

biarkanlah saja diriku
sendirian tanpamu
biarkanlah aku merindu
sekian lama...

bukan maksud untuk membisu
sepi tanpa kata
terpisahnya kita kerana
mengejar impian

munkinkah bersama
dua jiwa ini
dalam mencari cinta sejati

mugkinkah segala
derita di jiwa
akan terubat kini...

-konsert lelaki ini anuar zain, istana budaya, 1st July 2009, backstage-

birtday wish

abis mengada kan~

michael jackson - earth song

rip legend

rest in peace our king of pop and legend of all , michael jackson or mikael.

al-fatihah or rip.

bless u

transformers : revenge of the fallen

i have to say, this movie is superb. usually, i wont like sequel. but this time, im loving it. michael bay and steven spielbierg really lift this movie to another level where u cant expect or predict whats happening next. im obviously not its comic follower, but for a person like me who just know transformers from cinema, i shall say, it was a hell, great, best, worth it, must see it movie or any other words that i could describe.

so go watch it people. i insinsts u.

jetfire (thank u for sacrificing ur parts, i like u a lot for being old cranky, rusty decepticons), mudflap, bumblebee (ur so cute when u cry!), ironhead, megan fox (ur hawt!), shia le bouf, and yes u optimus prime(i nearly cry bcos of u!), i'm looking forward to see ur next sequel.

***** - 5 star it is

happy birthday mr protector

i love u sayang.
happy birthday!
muahx
luv u

revenge of the fallen

transformer.. here we come

creating website

its like unbelievable. im doing something related to my course now.
which is, creating a webiste for my company. hmm..

a bouquet to the office

my mr. protector send me a bouquet to the office
its for our late anniversary
its better late than never

i luv u baby

E-71

alhamdulillah

marty the zebra

hey peeps..

its been a while. just been bz with work and stuff. my mom just got back from italy. wohoo. bestnya! one day i hope i could have the chance to visit rome, venice, milan (dah mula berangan).. ahaha.. my mom said italy is beatiful. the city are big, the people there are nice and its really romantic. she missed my dad. that trip was suppose to be their trip.

well she bought for me an italian bag (genuine leather). the leather are so soft. and a wallet that cost 100 euro (walaupun design die ialah map sbnarnya - its an italian brand and its famous there - walaupun kadang2 mcm tak kena dgn harganya - tapi takpela. its a soevenir wat!). and the best part of all, my mom bought a gucci bag.(FOR HER OWN) (drop dead ~) huish. (bile la nak merasa pakai designer nih!!!)...

last weekend, went to faiz sisters wedding. met fiza, shaz, tony, rashid, fick and of course the tuan rumah. my mom went along and its like a reunion pulak kat sana. i was supposed to hang out with shazz and all but zai insists me to follow her. baby kylie cute sangat!. she is boyish and girlish at the same time. we went to ikea, curve and merayau2 kat bird park kat ikano. the cutest part was when olie ride those animal move around thing. alahai kelaka and cute sangat.

had dinner at one of the thai rest kat sana. discuss with them few stuff. hmm. im the last one. mestila sumer mende kena perfect. adoi yai. however it was fun that few days. i spend most of my weekend with family.

now im still at the office. these few days tgh menggila sket buat proposal. i just started entering the proposal world and sedang tergolek sana sini lagi. practices make perfect i believe. still thinking on going for vacation with friends before graduation. i would really love to go, but i really have to calculate budget and my biggest worries if ada event masa tu. tak ke naya.

ali just text me and ask me to go home and siap2. nak pg mana ntah mamat nie. alamak. bday die coming.. apa nak beli nieh! and ya.. yas bday is coming. i miss that girl. smnjak practical nie susah sangat nak contact. tgk gamba irfan, dah besar panjang.

sarah just came back from meeting. thank u sarah smlm tmankan sampai 9 plus. kalu x aku mesti cam cuak2 je nak buat keje kan... aish...

ali text again. die lagi 1 hour sampai. takpela rumah bukan jauh bebenar pon. jalan kaki skjap je sampai (harapan la nak jalan kaki ~ the last time jalan kaki masa bat kong - tu memang mencabar).maka, untuk mengelakkan kebisingan die sebab aku sudah lambat, oleh itu, harusla mengepack2 meja yg penuh dgn kertas2. bersepah. mcm otak tuan die jugak..

huhu. signing off now. oh ya, tu zura and abang nas, congratulations on ur marriage. mintak maaf x dpt dtg. semoga bahagia ke anak cucu

bapak die yg excited kan

Shazz!

1- Copy Award Diatas Untuk Diletakkan Di Blog Anda
okides

2-Nyatakan 5 Fakta Menarik Tentang Si Pemberi Award Ini
1. shazz baik hati
2. shazz is one of my best housemates
3. shazz hati kering ~ jgn bg die marah! ketuk2 pintu pon xkan bukak nya
4. shazz nie hati tisu jugak kadang2
5. shazz is a kind of person yg u want to be friend with all the time

3-Setiap Blogger Mestilah Menyatakan 10 Fakta Atau Hobi Diri Sendiri Sebelum Memilih Penerima Award Seterusnya
1. suke shopping walaupun x de la banyak duit sangat
2. sangat sensitif ~ ye saya akui
3. tak tinggi dan tak kurus
4. dream car - honda city bru
5. suke ikea ~ setiap bulan 2-8 kali
6. bekerja dlm bidang yg saya suka
7. ada dua ekor kucing yg mengalami gender confusion
(estrella - kucing jantan / anarchy - kucing betina)
8. suka sangat colour terang + colour putih ~ cantiknya
9. sayang family dan rakan2
10. ada sorg boyfie yg baik hati ~ mohamed ali ayub khan

4-Anda Perlu Memilih 10 Penerima Award Seterusnya Dan Describe Tentang Mereka
ramainya~ huhu

saya tahu diaorg baca blog saya jd jangan nak mengelat!
1) amoi_fiza - jiwa kecil
2) ewa - thenameishelwa
3) ayu - ayureq
4) wani - iamvenill
5) fira - cikfiratirona
6) syahirah - syahiralalala
7) sarah molko - bridalsupernova
8) yulie - bittersweetoflife
9) baqlish - kickthesidekick
10) i know u!

teva

u wore my slipper..~awww

new moon official trailer

owh rob! and owh jacob too!

terminator salvation

watch terminator salvation yesterday. i just hope that the world will be rule by those creepy skynet robots. gosh. its like hell. fighting ur life against a machine... its horror! just pray that our computer technology will not go into that extreme where humans will be eliminate.

bought kalor for ali to pujuk cuz i was late. he's cute

parasites

sometimes in this world,
people will use each other just to get their own benefits

sometimes,
this kind of people use people's weakness just pretend stronger

so be careful. this people are useless

nothing but just parasites... oops!

italy - 2

sent mama to klia yesterday with zai. mama look very happy. its her dream to go to Italy. She was supposed to go with papa back in 2006 but at that time, the planning was impossible. and yesterday, she board on emirates plane to the city of love with her friends. hope she enjoys the moment there. have fun mama, u deserve this vacation for a treat. love u. muahx

italy

family :
- mama is heading to Italy tonight
- zai is giving me vacuum cleaner. yeeha

love :
- getting better each day. even though lots of argument but manage to go through
- his birthday is coming. still thinking what to get for him

friends :
- they come and go but the true friends will stay
- missing intan. ~ i really do babe
- meet fiza, ayna, faiz, yuyu and jepa last week. its been a while. missing them a lot

work :
- a little bit relax. cant wait to be busy again

dont know which one to choose.. ~help

phone :
- i need a new one. the current phone keep dropping off~ mcm nak suruh beli bru je

af7 :
- yeay. hafiz won! i like that~

one card :
- they are having 30% off for Gap, Guess, Raoul and La Senza. Cepatla salary masuk!!



cinema :
- last week we tried the gold class. wow! ali love it and definitely i adore it. we plan to go for it once a month
- watching terminator salvation tomorrow

twilight:
- manage to get the whole set
- finish reading new moon. starting to read eclipse
- oh rob pats, ur hawt!
- oh stupid me, i just know the whole book by reading wikipedia... bodohnya